Jack died today at 12:14 pm. He was in my arms with his dad holding his hands.
I don't think I will ever have one second for the rest of my life where I don't miss him with all my heart.
He is finally at peace, and I was finally able to see his beautiful face, and hold him and hug him and kiss him, like a regular baby.
Thank you for all your prayers. Please, keep praying that my sweet boy is happy in heaven.
Jack
October 11, 2007 - January 2, 2008
Woo hoo!
For MoMs
No Clue What We're In For...
16 weeks PG in this picture... we're happily oblivious to how hard this is going to be!
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«Oldest ‹Older 401 – 470 of 470 Newer› Newest»Im so sorry your loss. I pray your little boy is happy up there in heaven. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers!
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. My heart aches..so sorry.(peanut1334)
I am so, so sorry for your loss. Your children are absolutely beautiful and are so lucky to have a mother like you.
Meghan (Nestie - MrsSummitCounty)
I heard about your story on the knot and have been following your blog. I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so very sorry for your loss. I cannot even imagine the pain you are in. Hug your babies tight and know you have an angel looking down on you from heaven
Megan, My heart breaks for all of you. Take comfort in the wonderful guardian angel that he will be for his sisters.
So incredibly sorry for your family's loss. Your strength has amazed me throughout this period and I know that your baby is resting peacefully now.
I've been following your story since Carmen posted it on the Northern California Nest board and I've been dreading this entry. I'm so glad you had him even for a little while and he will always be with you in your hearts. ((hugs))
Karen, aka tilden2
I am so sorry for your loss. Just keep reminding yourself that he is no longer suffering and is with God in Heaven
(chelsm, The Nest)
Megan, my heart is broken for you and your family. I am so, so sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby boy. You've been at the fore of my thoughts & prayers every day, and you'll stay there for as long as necessary. I wish you strength and comfort during this devestating time. Please take care of yourself.
I have followed your story through the multiples board on The Nest. I am so sorry for your loss and you and your family will continue to be in my prayers
Hi,
I saw your story on the Philly boards on the Nest.
I am so sorry for your loss, words can not explain how I feel for you right now.
My husband and I lost our beautiful baby boy, Logan. He was at CHOP too, they were wonderful there. It's such a horrible feeling and after reading through some of your blogs, I know why you feel the way you do.
I am terrified of people forgetting about Logan, but as his mother and father we will never let that happen. He is always part of our family and his siblings will always know about him.
I am so sorry for your loss, please know that you and your family will be in our prayers and I like to think that Jack and Logan are buddies up in Heaven.
Take care of yourselves. If you ever want to talk, you can page me on the Philly boards.
Victoria
(aka phunkymonkey)
Prayers and hugs for you all. God Bless Jack...he has angels rocking him now.
nestie renee143
I am so sorry for your loss. God bless your little boy. I'm just so very sorry.
~Allie
(AllieQBTB)
This breaks my heart. I was so hoping Jack would pull through. You and your family are in our prayers!
Liz (bamalizzy)
I am so sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my prayers.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
i am so sorry.
My heart is broken in two for you. But I just want you to know that God does love you and your family, there is a plan for you. I know that he is with his Heavenly Father right now and is watching over you. You WILL be with him again. You will be in my prayers.
I have been reading your blog for a little while and was saddened to hear about little Jack. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart literally aches for you and your family. Amy Ross
I don't have the words to describe how terribly sorry I am for your loss. It's simply not fair and it sucks. My prayers and thoughts are with you.
xoxoxo
Ramsey
I am sorry for your loss. I am sure he is having a blast in heaven with all of the other angel babies. Including my son Hayden who is also a triplet. I am not going to say I know how you feel cause we all grieve very different but I do know the pain of losing a child. It isn't easy and it will be something that you never get over. I think about Hayden all of the time you will never forget your sweet boy. And you are still very much a mommy to triplets. If you want to talk or need some sites that can help with this please let me know. You can email me at smacky81@yahoo.com. Once again I am so sorry for you loss.
I am so sorry for your loss. We have never met yet I am heartbroken for you and your family. Little Jack was such a fighter. Now he doesn't have to fight anymore - he can rest in heaven looking down over you, PJ and his sisters.
I am so sorry for your loss.
http://www.littleflower.org/
This helped me when I was coping with grief after losing my Dad. It is a website dedicated to St. Therese, the little flower. You can post prayers and the carmelite nuns will pray for you.
You are also in my prayers.
A fellow Nestie...
I am so sorry for your loss but so grateful you were there with him when he passed. I am praying for you and your family.
www.heart4malawi.blogspot.com
we are so sorry and trust that he is safe in the srms of the angels.
I am a "Nestie" and I have been following your blog. I cried when I read the news of Jack's passing...God is so very lucky to have such a courageous little boy in heaven with him. My prayers and thoughts are with you, your husband, Katie, Charlotte and your entire family. You are an incredible mother and I so inspired by your limitless love and unwavering devotion
i am so very very sorry.
I'm so very sorry to hear of your loss. I can't imagine what you're going through now.
Your family continues to be in my daily thoughts and prayers.
Mary Ann
I am so very very sorry for your loss. My heart just breaks for little Jack and for the family he leaves behind. Seeing the pictures you post... looking at his sweet sisters... I just cry for you. He was lucky to have such a wonderful mama, he was lucky to have you and daddy there with him when he passed. I'm going to hug my girls extra hard tonight and tell them to have sweet dreams and send baby kisses to Jack. <3
There are no words now that will offer you any comfort. But please know that in Jack's short life he touched so many people. The amount of comments you have received serve as testimony to how many people loved and prayed for Jack. I know Jack is in a better, pain free world, but my heart breaks for your suffering.
I was passed the link to your journal via a mailing list that I'm on. I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Your family and Jack are in my prayers.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine what you and your family are going through right now. Please know that Jack has touched the hearts of countless people in his short time on earth. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
I am so sorry for your loss. May the time that you had with Jack be forever imbedded in your hearts and know that he will be with all of you each and every day. Prayers to your family.
Jessica
I'm so sorry. I've been a lurker on your blog for a few weeks now, but I have been keeping you, your husband, and your precious babies in my prayers and will continue to do so.
i'm so sorry for your loss. i wish there were better words but there are no words of comfort to a mother that has lost a child. yes, your dear sweet Jack is in heaven looking over his loving family. your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh gosh. Wish I knew you so I could give you a big hug. I'm so very sorry.
The wisest words I ever heard in the instance came from a Dad who had lost a son. The question put to him was - if you could bring him back would you. After a moment of deep thought the Dad responded "No, there is no way I could ask him to do that". The Dad said that from that moment on..the pain was not as bad a before because he know that "his son" was exactly where he would most wish him to be. I hope his thoughts are meaningful for you. Jack will always be your beloved son!
I cried while reading this--I am so sorry for your loss. Jack seemed like a darling little boy. You're in my thoughts.
mbear July Mommy from Nesties
I am so, so sorry.
My heart is hurting for you. I'm so sorry for your loss of Jack. I'm so glad you knew him and wish he could have stayed.
I am so so sorry. This has been a week of loss and my heart breaks for you.
"My daughter, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."
i have just been made aware of your blog, im in belfast n.ireland and i have a little girl with moebius syndrome, she can not smile, but is a beautiful gift from god....im so sorry to learn about the death of your precious son, i cant even imagine what you are going through, but i would urge you not to be angry with god, but to cling to Him, He will give you the perfect peace you need at this time, He can shine a light into your very dark situation. we go through situations that we just dont understand, but i trust in and serve an Almighty God, who if you trust in Him will grant you His Grace...I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers...much love Lesley
Words can't express how sorry I am for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so sorry. My heart aches for you and your loss. My eyes fill with tears.
I hope peace and happiness are yours again soon.
God Bless You.
I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this time.
I am so very sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you.
I am truly sorry for your loss. I hope that time will be able to heal your hearts.
I am so sorry that Jack is no longer with you. He will be in my thoughts and prayers along with you and your family.
I've been struggling with what to say to you for days, since I originally read your post, and I'm still at a loss. I guess there are just no words sometimes. God bless you and your family. I pray (and am sure) your little peanut is safe and happy in heaven, watching over and waiting for all of you. Baby Jack is well loved and remembered.
I am so sorry for your loss of bsby Jack. He is a very special angel that will be there always for his sisters. I have kept you all in my thoughts since I heard. Sincerely, from Scottsdale, AZ
Christi
dakota29
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family.
I'm so, so very sorry. I can only imagine your pain. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Tanya
(Tanya1975)
May God bless your family during this difficult time. Know that God has a sweet baby in His arms and that Jack is no longer suffering.
As so many have said before me, you don't know me but I have been following your blog for awhile. I was really hoping never to read this entry. I feel like I have come to know you and your family, in a way, and my heart breaks for you. I've been trying to pull myself together for a few days now to post this entry. My whole family knows about little Jack now...and as so many have said here, he has touched many, many people and we will all remember him. I wanted to also say thank you - for taking the precious time you have to share him and his sisters with us, posting all the lovely photos and your eloquent and touching entries.
I am so, so, so sorry. More than I could possibly express here.
- A mom from Long Island
I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with your family.
I understand you needing time away, but I've missed your posts and sentiments while you've been away. I am continuing to keep you and your family in my prayers. Your special son and his special mama have touched the lives of SO many! I hope that time brings you comfort.
--A Mom in Jacksonville, Florida
I'm not sure of the words for this. My prayers are with you, your husband, your daughters and your family. He's in a wonderful place right now, free of pain and suffering.
I am so sorry - I can't even imagine. I pull up your website almost daily to look at his sweet little face and it brings me to tears everytime. You can see in his eyes that he is a very special little boy and I'm sorry the world only got to experience him for a short time. Thinking of you and your family
What an amazing legacy for your precious baby Jack to have all these messages for him and your family. He touched so many in his short but sweet life. Thank you for sharing him with us. My hope for you and your family is that you are loving each other and Jack while you mourn and heal. I pray for you all and wish you the best. God is holding all of you in his hands.
Megan,
My prayers go out to you and your family. I just found your blog and enjoyed reading it. You have been through so much.
Dawn
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Jack is a beautiful baby angel looking over all of us with that gorgeous face. We will all miss him so dearly. Even though, I don't know you personally, I feel like I do as everyone has said. Words cannot even describe how he has touched our lives. His legacy will live on forever. You and your family have such amazing strength.
I recently came across ur blog and I have to say how sorry I am for your loss of Baby Jack. Just know that God is in total control and though you may not understand why...knowing Jack is not in any more pain should start to help your healing. Praying for you and your family. Be Blessed.
A friend of mine sent me the link to your blog and have been reading it all morning. I am so sorry to read about your little Jack's passing. I cannot even begin to imagine how much this must have broken your heart. I am a NICU nurse and I can truly say that each and ever baby we care for stays with us in our hearts. I wanted to tell you that my little boy Benjamin was born on your triplet's birthday - October 11, 2007. He is a love and a joy and a precious gift from God. My little Libra, such a good boy. My God bless you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
im sure this is late, but i read about your Jack on another blog. He is truly an angel now. ((hugs))
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