Multiple Baby Pileup: Goodbye

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Goodbye

Jack died today at 12:14 pm. He was in my arms with his dad holding his hands.

I don't think I will ever have one second for the rest of my life where I don't miss him with all my heart.

He is finally at peace, and I was finally able to see his beautiful face, and hold him and hug him and kiss him, like a regular baby.

Thank you for all your prayers. Please, keep praying that my sweet boy is happy in heaven.

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Anonymous said...: I'm so sorry. I have no idea what you're going through right now. I will continue to keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers.
Andrea (TiredAn); 1/02/2008 4:27 PM
Anonymous said...: OH, darn it - I'm so sorry. I don't even know what to say. You're in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 4:27 PM
amber said...: i'm so very sorry. all my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.; 1/02/2008 4:29 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so so so sorry.
My prayers are with all of you.
Tara
njbride2000t; 1/02/2008 4:34 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry, Megan. My heart breaks for you. My family and I will continue to pray for your family and Jack.; 1/02/2008 4:34 PM
Unknown said...: Once again, I am so very sorry for your loss. I just hope that over time your pain becomes bearable. You are in my thoughts.; 1/02/2008 4:35 PM
Anonymous said...: I am praying for you and your family, I hope you are able to find some comfort and peace.

Beth; 1/02/2008 4:37 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so very sorry. I don't even have the words to express my sympathy right now. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and your family.; 1/02/2008 4:37 PM
Jenna said...: I am so sorry for your loss, but glad that Jack is now in Heaven, where he is free to be a little boy. I know he will always be watching over you.

You and your family are in my prayers.

Bumbledees; 1/02/2008 4:38 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for all of you. I hope you can find peace and comfort in your family. Jack will always be with you.
Elizabeth(mrs. hj); 1/02/2008 4:38 PM
Anonymous said...: I have no idea the amount of pain you are in, but if I could take it away for one minute I would. I am so sorry for the loss of such a beautiful and special little boy. You and PJ are in my thoughts...I am so sorry.

-Abbie; 1/02/2008 4:38 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry, we are thinking of you and hoping Jack is happy.; 1/02/2008 4:38 PM
Brian and Debbie said...: Megan, I am so sorry. You and your family will always have a very special angel looking down on you from heaven. You're all in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 4:40 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan,
Jack touched so many lives in his short time here, he will never be forgotten or not missed by everyone. Jack will always be in my prayers and he is safe in heaven and will always be Charlotte's and Katie's angel brother.
God Bless!
Kristen(kristen81603); 1/02/2008 4:41 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I have tears in my eyes right now. I've been keeping up with your blog and praying for you and your family. You're in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 4:41 PM
Julia & Tyler said...: I am so sorry for your loss, you family will remain in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 4:42 PM
Anonymous said...: I have been following your story and just want to say that you are an amazing woman and mother. 'I am very sorry for your loss. Sending prayers to you and your family.; 1/02/2008 4:43 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm So sorry Megan! May God continue to watch over Jack. He was loved by many.; 1/02/2008 4:44 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm so sorry for your lose and even though I have no idea the enemce (sp) pain that you are going though right now, but you and your family are in our prayers and he is now in a better place with the Lord.; 1/02/2008 4:45 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. Your little boy touched so many lives. Your family will be in my thoughts.; 1/02/2008 4:45 PM
Anonymous said...: Im SO SORRY! Its got to be the hardest thing. I really thought Jack would make it! I know you and PJ and family are in a lot of pain now. I hope you can find some peace, one day. Jack is definitely a very loved boy!
Lots of hugs and kisses to you PJ and the girls.; 1/02/2008 4:46 PM
Amy (TheGiggleWorm) said...: Megan - I am so sorry - there are no words that will ever be enough.

YOu and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers during this very difficult time; 1/02/2008 4:46 PM
Anonymous said...: Praying for sweet Jack and your whole family.; 1/02/2008 4:46 PM
Anonymous said...: I dont' even know what to say except that I'm so sorry. I'll keep praying for you and your entire family.
Keri (Klyn); 1/02/2008 4:47 PM
Crystal said...: I am so so sorry. You and your entire family is in my prayers. I am glad you were with him. I am so sorry for your loss.; 1/02/2008 4:47 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son, Jack. I've been following your blog, and have been praying for him. I'm so sad for you!!!; 1/02/2008 4:48 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry. There are a lot of tears shed today for baby Jack and your family.; 1/02/2008 4:48 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. Jack is in Heaven watching over his sisters.; 1/02/2008 4:48 PM
Anonymous said...: I have followed your story through postings on your blog and on the Nest and I am so sorry to hear of Jack's passing. Know that he is in heaven watching over you and your husband and the girls. You and your family are truly an inspiration. You will all be in my prayers tonight.; 1/02/2008 4:49 PM
Courtney said...: I am so sorry for your terrible loss....Jack will live on in his sister. I am glad he is finaly at peace.; 1/02/2008 4:49 PM
Gillian said...: Oh Megan! I am giving you ALL a virtual hug, and continue to send you all of the strength and love I can to help you through this horribly difficult time.

I'm so very sorry.; 1/02/2008 4:50 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan,
I am so sorry. You, PJ and family are in prayers during this time.

God bless you all.

(((hugs)))

Jessica, Chris and CJ Dibs; 1/02/2008 4:50 PM
Anonymous said...: As a butterfly graces our lives with one moment's fragile beauty, so too has your baby's presence blessed you, and those that surround you with their short life, and unique spirit. May you find peace, and joy with each butterfly that passes, knowing that your baby lives on in the hearts of all they touched.; 1/02/2008 4:50 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I hope the beautiful image of your baby boy is something that you can hold onto forever.; 1/02/2008 4:51 PM
nickoletta100 said...: I am so sorry for you, your DH, family and little Jack's sisters. My prayers are with you all. Jack is no longer in pain, I hope that brings you all some comfort.; 1/02/2008 4:52 PM
Anonymous said...: Words cannot describe how heartbroken I am for you & PJ right now, i can't even imagine but please know there is a boatload of support on our board for you whenever you need it. Jack couldn't of had a better mommie & daddy who spent all the time they possibly could at his side & he knows this as he rests in peace, he felt your love & always will. Lots of prayers & peace to your sweet angel in heaven & many prayers to you & your family.
Jana
JoeJoesGirl; 1/02/2008 4:54 PM
Anonymous said...: My heart breaks reading this news. I kept hoping a miracle would arrive for your family and sweet Jack. I'm glad you got to love him and be with him in his last moments here. May heaven give you some peace even as your heart aches and wishes he weren't there. I firmly believe it's a "better" place but it's certainly not an easy place to see someone off too. Much love for your family. I'm just a stranger who lurked on your blog yet even I miss Jack already. He is certainly loved far and wide.; 1/02/2008 4:55 PM
Anonymous said...: My thoughts and prayers are with you and the family. May Jack rest in peace and watch over everyone from heaven.

He was truly loved by so many....

I'm sorry for you loss.

Katie; 1/02/2008 4:55 PM
Anonymous said...: I am very sorry. I know words can't help take away any of your pain. He is in heaven now with no pain. In his short life he has touched sooo many peoples hearts. He was blessed to have such wonderful, loving parents. My prayers are with your family.; 1/02/2008 4:55 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm so sorry. Jack is resting in peace in heaven.
My family & I are praying for you all and for him.
Andrea (pomps); 1/02/2008 4:56 PM
Anonymous said...: We have never met but reading this has brought me to tears...which is hard since I rarely cry. Of course there are no words in this situation, but I just wanted to say I am sorry to hear this news, and my thoughts and prayers go out to your family...and esp Jack.

Jen; 1/02/2008 4:56 PM
Erica said...: I am so very sorry. I don't even have words. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Jack will never be forgotten. He will be watching over you and you will get to see him again.; 1/02/2008 4:57 PM
Ariella said...: I am so sorry for your family's loss. I am sure Jack is in Heaven looking down on you and your girls. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.; 1/02/2008 4:58 PM
Busted said...: I'm so terribly sorry. I'm thinking of your family and Jack.; 1/02/2008 4:58 PM
Libby said...: Bless you and your family - you all, including Jack will remain in my thoughts and prayers.

"Perhaps they are not stars but the souls of our lost loved ones, shining down on us to let us know that they are alright". -Anon.; 1/02/2008 4:59 PM
Audrey said...: Megan, I am SO SO sorry! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. May this passage give you a small amount of comfort. Heaven is filled with babies, the Bible clearly states. There is no doubt that Jesus welcomed him with open arms. Please don't think for one minute that he isn't there.

Matthew 19:14 "but Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me. Don't stop them, because the kingdom of heaven belongs to people who are like these children."

Continue to lean on HIM and he will comfort you.

{{{HUGS}}} Again, I'm so sorry....; 1/02/2008 5:00 PM
Melissa @IWasBornToCook said...: Jack is the most precious little baby I've ever met. He touched so many people. Your angel will watch over all of you forever.

Please know that Frank and I are here for you for ANYTHING you and PJ need.; 1/02/2008 5:02 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry. I have been following your blog for a few weeks now, and praying for you family. Jack has changed my life, and every life that has read your posts. My heart goes out to you and your family as you grieve.; 1/02/2008 5:02 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan and PJ, I am so sorry and heartbroken for you. Lots of love for you and the girls.; 1/02/2008 5:03 PM
Anonymous said...: oh Megan, I am truly sorry for your loss. Jack was loved by many and will never be forgotten. My husband, son and I will continue to pray for your family.

Irma; 1/02/2008 5:04 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan, I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers will always be with you, PJ and the girls. Jack is a precious little angel in heaven. May you find peace in your hearts. Megan; 1/02/2008 5:04 PM
Anonymous said...: What an amazing life your son had - he touched more people in his few short months than many do in 50+ years. God bless you and your family, and bless your courage.; 1/02/2008 5:05 PM
Anonymous said...: My heart aches for you and your family. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 5:05 PM
Anonymous said...: Praying for you and your family during this time. Jack was a handsome little boy!; 1/02/2008 5:05 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm so sorry. I was really praying for a miracle. I'll never forget your little Jack. Something about him just touched my soul everytime I saw his photo. I'm so glad that you and your DH got to hold him while he passed. Do not worry, he is in heaven and he will forever be your guardian angel. (NoahAndZach'sMom from Multiples Board); 1/02/2008 5:05 PM
Anonymous said...: Sending all of my deepest heartfelt sympathies.; 1/02/2008 5:06 PM
Anonymous said...: my deepest deepest condolences. My heart is breaking - he was a very very loved little boy.
MsHan; 1/02/2008 5:06 PM
Anonymous said...: I am very sorry for your loss. I have been praying for your family and your babies for some time now.I will continue to pray for your family; 1/02/2008 5:07 PM
Wibbs said...: I am so very sorry. Jack will be in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 5:07 PM
Anonymous said...: I don't even have words to express how sorry I am. All my thoughts and prayers go to you and your family.; 1/02/2008 5:07 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry. You are in my praryers.; 1/02/2008 5:07 PM
Anonymous said...: My deepest condolances.... You, your family and especially Jack are in my prayers!!; 1/02/2008 5:08 PM
Anonymous said...: My prayers are with you.; 1/02/2008 5:10 PM
pam said...: Oh, no. No. I am so sorry, I just can't imagine the pain you are in. Oh my. You and your entire family are in my thoughts and prayers. I am in tears for you.; 1/02/2008 5:10 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry to hear about Jack. I am praying that he is happy in heaven. I know he is a beautiful little angel. He certainly is the most loved boy by so many people. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 5:11 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so, so sorry for your loss. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

Another Nestie; 1/02/2008 5:12 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry Megan. All my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You have an angel watching over you now.
Nicole (nikkid330); 1/02/2008 5:12 PM
Kris2322 said...: I am so very sorry for you and PJ. There are no words for what you are going through. You, PJ and the girls are in my thoughts.

((HUGS)); 1/02/2008 5:13 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. Jack was so special. There is an angel in heaven looking over you. You and your family will always be in my thoughts and prayers.

Michelle (Finally!); 1/02/2008 5:13 PM
Anonymous said...: Another Angel in Heaven!!!
PRAISE GOD!!!; 1/02/2008 5:15 PM
Collins Family said...: I am so sorry and sad for your loss. I understand the heartache of not having a baby (I to dealt with infertility and conceived through IVF)and then you are blessed with 3 little miracles. What I do not understand and can not imagine is your heartache of losing one of them as you have lost little Jack. Cherish the time you had with him and know he is not suffering in Heaven and he is watching over you, daddy & his sisters.; 1/02/2008 5:16 PM
Jody said...: Oh Megan. I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say except that my heart breaks for you and your family, and that I will keep all of you in my prayers.

I know that Jack is healthy, and breathing just fine up in heaven, with no tubes, and no wires, and no pain.; 1/02/2008 5:16 PM
Unknown said...: I am so heartbroken for you and your family. Jack touched so many lives and even though many of us never got the chance to meet him in person we loved him all the same.; 1/02/2008 5:17 PM
Anonymous said...: {{{HUGS}}}

Jack was a beautiful baby boy. We will all miss him.; 1/02/2008 5:18 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 5:20 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss ... you and your family will be in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 5:20 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so so sorry for your loss. I have been following your story through the nest and while I don't "know" you...please know that little Jack has touched my life.

You are all in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 5:21 PM
Anonymous said...: BLESS HIS HEART! PRAYING PRAYING PRAYING!!; 1/02/2008 5:21 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know you, but I am sending you my love and prayers during this difficult time. Jack is in heaven watching down on you and your family forever. Bless you.; 1/02/2008 5:24 PM
Anonymous said...: i am so sorry. i have followed your blog and i am just heartbroken. your family will be in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 5:24 PM
CCL said...: Look at all the people Jack touched :-) He is a very special little angel who will live forever in your heart.

My prayers are with you, PJ and your entire family.

{{HUGS}} and much love,
Cathy (Cathy&John); 1/02/2008 5:24 PM
Alison Kennedy said...: Oh God Megan, I'm so sorry for your loss. He'll always be with you and PJ and the girls.

Today was my grandmother's birthday. We lost her in October. I'm sure she met him at heaven's gate. I've been praying to her about him.

God Bless. My prayers are with you.

Ali
Dec2005bride; 1/02/2008 5:26 PM
Anonymous said...: I cannot express how deeply sorry I am for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts at this difficult time.; 1/02/2008 5:28 PM
Anonymous said...: Dear God Megan, I am so terribly sorry. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
PD&J (Jenna); 1/02/2008 5:30 PM
CRS said...: I am so so sorry, Megan.; 1/02/2008 5:30 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry. I was praying for a miracle that Jack would be okay. I have no concept of how hard this must be for you, but you are definitely in my thoughts and prayers. I've never felt my heart go out so much to a stranger.

God will hold you through this time. I know you're probably angry at God, but he didn't want Jack to go through this either. We live in an imperfect world and we have suffering. I know Jack is in a better place now where he can be healthy and free. I hope that brings you some comfort. I am so very sorry.; 1/02/2008 5:32 PM
Anonymous said...: Your strength and love for Jack is the greatest gift a mother can give. He was so lucky to have you during his short life. Your family will continue to be in my prayers as you have been for some time now. Heaven is a more beautiful place with Jack there.; 1/02/2008 5:33 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss; 1/02/2008 5:34 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so so sorry. I will keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers.

Natalie042205; 1/02/2008 5:37 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I have been reading your blog for many months now and you and your family are in my thought and prayers.; 1/02/2008 5:37 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan I am so sorry! My heart is breaking for you.

You all will be in my thoughts & prayers.

KC; 1/02/2008 5:37 PM
Ella's Mom said...: I've been checking in on your blog every few days after it was first brought to my attention on the CT Nest Board. I've been praying for your little baby, Jack and am so sad to hear of his passing. I can't even begin to imagine the heart break you must be experiencing right now. My thoughts & prayers go out to you & your husband. Take care of one another.; 1/02/2008 5:38 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss, little Jack is free from pain in heaven. I will continue to pray for you and your family.; 1/02/2008 5:39 PM
JoyousJulia said...: I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the range of feelings you and your family are experiencing. It may not make a difference for you to hear and you may not want to hear it at all, but I think God gave you your son for a reason. Maybe he wanted you to know Jack before He took him back. I believe that God loves you and your family. Who better to take care of your little boy than the Father of us all. God bless you, your husband, and your darling little girls.; 1/02/2008 5:39 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan,
I have been following your story and I can't tell you how sorry I am. What a unique little boy Jack was and what a unique spirit he is. He has touched so many and will continue to do so. May you find peace in his not suffering and joy in your brief encounter. How lucky you were to be his Mom.
Hugs to you and your family.; 1/02/2008 5:39 PM
Pink Room Therapy Designs said...: Please accept my deepest condolences. My thoughts and prayers are with you, PJ, the girls and your families. I hope Jack is at peace an is smiling down on you.; 1/02/2008 5:40 PM
Anonymous said...: I can't imagine what today was like for you- I wish you & PJ comfort and peace. Jack is resting and peaceful now and he is telling God what WONDERUL parents he has. God Bless you all and may he give you strength to get through the next days, weeks, months.
HUGS!
Rest in Peace Sweet Baby Jack

<3
Monica; 1/02/2008 5:41 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan, PJ and the girls. I am so very sorry for all the struggles that you have gone through and I am very sorry for your loss. Many continued prayers for your family.
Amy (zorahangels); 1/02/2008 5:42 PM
Unknown said...: Megan, I gasped when i read your post. I have been following your blog for the last few weeks. I too was hoping for a miracle for you, PJ & the girls. Your are all in our
prayer tonight especially your little angel Jack.; 1/02/2008 5:42 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan -

We've never talked, but I learned of you and your babies on thenest.com. I've been following your blog for months, and I am so heartbroken for you right now. Jack was such a bright light in this world. You and your family are in my thoughts. (((hugs))); 1/02/2008 5:49 PM
Anonymous said...: Im So Sorry you have had to experience the loss of a child.Please know Jack is happy in Heaven .He has tons of friends and will we well taken care of. You will be in our thoughts and prayer.Jack has touched may lives in his short time and will continue to strengthen peoples lives as they read about is life.God Bless; 1/02/2008 5:52 PM
Meg said...: I am so very sorry for your loss. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

--Meg (Mrs.Mmmpal); 1/02/2008 5:54 PM
Anonymous said...: I've been following your blog thru the nest. I have tears in my eyes and an ache in my heart for you all.
Your grace is so admirable.; 1/02/2008 5:54 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so terribly sorry. I will continue to be thinking of you and your family.; 1/02/2008 6:01 PM
Gallagators said...: I am so very, very sorry. Praying for you now.; 1/02/2008 6:03 PM
Anonymous said...: My heart sank when reading your post about the passing of baby Jack. I am so sorry and hope that you can find some comfort knowing that he is finally healed and at peace in Heaven.

Shelly in CA; 1/02/2008 6:04 PM
Sarah said...: I'm so sorry. My heart aches for you and your family, but now atleast you know that Jack is in no pain. He is up in Heaven playing with the Angels and I'm sure that Jesus is holding him close. You can tell your beautiful girls that their brother will always look over them and be their Angel.; 1/02/2008 6:06 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry to hear this news. In his short life, he touched so many hearts.; 1/02/2008 6:06 PM
Katie Hilfiker said...: I am so sorry to hear about Jack. Now you have a sweet angel in heaven to watch over you.; 1/02/2008 6:06 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so, so sorry for your loss. You are right that he was one loved and prayed for little boy!

I will be thinking of you and your family and wishing you times of comfort as you grieve.

~Robyn; 1/02/2008 6:10 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan I am so sorry!!! I dont even know what to say. Just know that he is at piece and I know of a few angels that are there with him. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.; 1/02/2008 6:14 PM
Anonymous said...: I don't "know" you or Jack but have been following your blog and I cried for you and Jack, your husband, Jack's sisters....I will be a better mom to my son because of Jack. Jack is in heaven smiling and protecting us all...peace to you and your family.; 1/02/2008 6:16 PM
Anonymous said...: My heart goes out to you and your family and I am so sorry for what you are going through. I know that Jack is in a better place now and just want to say that you and your strength continue to amaze me!; 1/02/2008 6:18 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your tremendous loss. Losing a child so sweet and innocent is so hard to comprehend.
Stay strong for your girls and husband.

when you are ready look into some grief counseling. It helped me so much when i lost my little boy, who was about the same age as your son.

Here is a prayer that helped me a little...

Lord let me walk with You
Although my steps are small
Stay beside, hold my hand
And never let me fall.; 1/02/2008 6:20 PM
Amber said...: I'm so, so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you and your family. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Amber; 1/02/2008 6:20 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you and your family. Katie and Charlotte will always have a very special angel watching over them.
Kate; 1/02/2008 6:23 PM
Elbee said...: I am so sorry... You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 6:23 PM
tbonegrl said...: Sending many ((HUGS)) and prayers.; 1/02/2008 6:33 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm very sorry for your loss. Jack and the rest of your family will continue to be in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 6:33 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm so very sorry. Thoughts and prayers to you, your family, and little Jack.; 1/02/2008 6:34 PM
Patyrish said...: I have been checking back and forth for an update. My heart is just broken for you.

I can't imagine the grief and sorrow you must be feeling. You are in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 6:35 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan,

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I know your sweet boy is now in heaven at peace. I will continue to pray for you and your entire family.

Olivia
ohamtobe; 1/02/2008 6:38 PM
Anonymous said...: Oh sweetie, I am so sorry.

I had been praying that Jack would be looked over by the good Lord and the angels as he was here on earth, stuggling to find his way.

Yesterday, as I was praying for him and the rest of your family, I was stuck by a vision of my great-grandmother. I felt a sense of peace about her that I hadn't felt since she passed. 1/1/08 was 20 years to the day I lost her. Now, hearing your news, I know she was there when Jack came back to heaven today. Please know that she will watch over him until you all can be reunited.

Much love and prayers,
Kandas; 1/02/2008 6:39 PM
Anonymous said...: Your story has made me evaluate a lot of things I have in my life. I am so very sorry for what you have endured. He really was loved by us all. I'm so very sorry.; 1/02/2008 6:42 PM
Anonymous said...: this was c&p on the local Colorado nest board. I can't imagine. I will be thinking of you and your family and hoping some of the thoughts & prayers from all the nesties will help you through the tough days.; 1/02/2008 6:44 PM
Kim said...: You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so happy to know that he is out of pain, and that he has people who love him and won't forget him.; 1/02/2008 6:45 PM
Anonymous said...: I just want to tell you how many people (strangers!) little jack touched! I read your blog, and passed it on to my mom and sisterand friends...He really touched more people than some do who've lived a long, long time.

God bless you and your family.; 1/02/2008 6:47 PM
Momma said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I have been reading your blog and have been crying for you every turn that was taken. My prayers and thoughts are with you, your husband, your girls and your family. Know that Jack is watching over you, smiling...

Hugs to you
Michelle
Mommy to Jonathan; 1/02/2008 6:48 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan, I wish that for every tear I shed that you could shed one fewer. I am so sorry that you have had such heartache. Please know that you have an angel watching over your every move from here forward - you, PJ and your two sweet little girls have one amazing angel. Jack was here for such a short time, but yet he has touched so, so many.

My heart is with you and you fill my prayers.

~Sharon; 1/02/2008 6:50 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry Megan. You and PJ are always in my prayers.
Linda (linda98ny); 1/02/2008 6:51 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so very sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 6:51 PM
Anonymous said...: I know your little boy is is heaven. My thoughts and prayers are with you.; 1/02/2008 6:52 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I really hoped your story would have a happy ending. All of the best to you and your family.; 1/02/2008 6:52 PM
Anonymous said...: Oh, I am so, so sorry to see this. Little Jack was a real fighter, and I know he will be watching over you from Heaven.; 1/02/2008 6:57 PM
Anonymous said...: I just wanted to express my deep sympathy for your loss. I cannot even begin to imagine what you and your family have gone through. It's hard to understand why these things happen. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 6:58 PM
Anonymous said...: i'm so sorry for your loss. i hope, in time, your pain lessens. i pray jack is at peace in heaven, watching over his family.
denise (ma nestie d+a11/18); 1/02/2008 6:59 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. I wish I had some words of wisdom to ease your pain. (((HUGS)))
Tammy; 1/02/2008 7:00 PM
Kristin (kekis) said...: Your hearts must be breaking over and over. I just checked your blog yesterday wondering how Jack and his sisters were doing. I'm so sorry, so very sorry. You must be SO thankful that you finally got to hold your precious little boy. What an amazing angel your family now has. Your entire family continues to be in my prayers...; 1/02/2008 7:02 PM
Me said...: I'm so sorry. I've never commented before but I've been reading your blog since before the triplets were born, and I wanted to let you know that you and your family is in my thoughts.; 1/02/2008 7:03 PM
The H's said...: his mommy in heaven (Mary) will take care of him until his Earthly mommy rejoins him. Until then, he will live in our hearts, always.

your family is in everyone's prayers...; 1/02/2008 7:04 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I have prayed for Jack and your family every day since I learned of your situation on the Nest. I will continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 7:05 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm so sorry. I know there is nothing that will really help the pain you are feeling now, but know that you, PJ, the girls, and Jack remain in so many people's thoughts and prayers. Jack was a special boy who touched so many lives. He will always be your guardian angel.; 1/02/2008 7:05 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. May he always be your angel.
Michele
mmbench; 1/02/2008 7:10 PM
Harris Boys said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I know how much baby jack will be missed. I know he is in a better place and is no longer suffering. I will continue to keep your entire family in my prayers...you have been on the top of my prayer list each night. ((HUGS)) from Georgia!

take care

Katie (from the nest); 1/02/2008 7:13 PM
Kara said...: I just heard about your story and it touches my heart- I had a baby in the NICU with lots of the same problems as you experienced with your girls. We were only in there for 2 weeks though, and it killed me- you are my new hero for having such a positive attitude through this and for your STRENGTH. I don't know how you do it. I'm so, so, so sorry about your precious Jack. I'm in tears for you, but there are also some tears of relief for Jack that he's not suffering anymore. I'm glad you were able to finally hold him without any tubes and wires and kiss him all over his beautiful little face. Stay strong- your children have a wonderful mommy and daddy and hopefully as they grow they will realize just how special you are.

You are in my thoughts and prayers,
Kara; 1/02/2008 7:13 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan you and your family are in my thoughts & prayers everyday. I am so sorry.; 1/02/2008 7:15 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so, so sorry Megan. My heart is aching for you. Jack was loved by so many people and has touched so many lives. Take solice in the fact that he is at peace now and will forever be watching over you. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.

Catherine (cat429); 1/02/2008 7:15 PM
Anonymous said...: You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Know that Jack is at peace as a wireless and tube free little boy in heaven. He has earned his angel wings and will forever be watching over your family. May God grant you peace as he guides through this difficult time.; 1/02/2008 7:17 PM
Sarah Furlough said...: I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby, Jack. I know there is nothing that can be said to lessen your pain. Jack's short life was filled with more love than people who live decades. I hope that does give you some comfort.

You and your family remain in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 7:17 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm so so sorry and I'm sure those words don't help much. Just know that you have a lot of people praying for you and your family.; 1/02/2008 7:19 PM
Anonymous said...: There is no right thing to say ... I will continue to pray for you and your family to find some type of peace after losing your precious Jack. God Bless you.; 1/02/2008 7:23 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so so sorry. I saw a post from a nestie about your blog and your story. I just can not imagine. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I hope everything goes well for Katie in the future too.

I don't know if this will help at all, but my co-workers daughter had heart surgery almost immediately after she was born, and had another at 5 years old. She's now a healthy 18 year old and graduating from high school this spring.

MrsGo4hockeychick from the nest.; 1/02/2008 7:24 PM
Kristen said...: I am so very sorry for your loss. My prayers are with your entire family!
Kristen (ked1068); 1/02/2008 7:28 PM
Anonymous said...: One candle may not be burning, but that candle lit so many others that the glow is warming every corner of our world. Praying for your peace.

Betsy; 1/02/2008 7:36 PM
Anonymous said...: i am so very sorry for your loss. my heart goes out to you and your family and especially to your little angel.; 1/02/2008 7:39 PM
Casey's trio said...: I am so sincerely sorry for your loss of your sweet Jack. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.; 1/02/2008 7:44 PM
Anonymous said...: Words cannot express how much I wish this never had to be experienced. You and your family will be in our prayers... Jack was very loved by so many!; 1/02/2008 7:51 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry. God will bless your family during this time, and you will have a special angel watching over your family always. You are truly a wonderful mother. I work in a PICU where parents have to make these decisions all the time, and it truly is the most unselfish loving act you can do. you are so strong, and I am praying for your entired family. May God be with you at this time.; 1/02/2008 7:51 PM
Anonymous said...: My heart is broken for you. I'm incredibly sorry for your loss. I hope you find just a little solace in knowing that Jack is a healthy, happy, healed little boy in Heaven, and one day you'll be reunited. I pray for strength and healing for you and your family.
-Cristal (Cristallynn); 1/02/2008 7:53 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. May God look over you and keep you close during this difficult time.
The Phillips'; 1/02/2008 7:58 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm so sorry for your loss. My deepest sympathies and prayers are with you.
Lisa (knittygrl); 1/02/2008 7:58 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. Your family will forever be in my heart, thoughts, and prayers.
Susan
(SusanMatz); 1/02/2008 8:04 PM
Wannabe Parents said...: I am so very sorry for your loss. Jack is the most loved baby in the world, and he will forever be the most loved baby. I have prayed for your family daily, and Jack will forever live in my heart. Nothing that I say can take away your pain or make it better, but know that there are hundreds of us out there supporting you in your time of need.; 1/02/2008 8:05 PM
Anonymous said...: He will always be looking down on you, PJs and the girls from heaven.; 1/02/2008 8:06 PM
Anonymous said...: i am so sorry. i will continue to pray for you and your whole family. my parents went through similar situation with my brother, so my heart goes out to you and your husband. again i am so sorry for your loss.

Laurel
(laurelpea); 1/02/2008 8:07 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss Megan. Jack was a beautiful baby who touched many lives. He is an angel now looking down on his mommy, daddy, sisters and family. He is at peace and one day you will be with him again. You can tell his sisters he is a star up in the sky, the brightest star looking down watching over them. Hugs to you and your family.; 1/02/2008 8:10 PM
Anonymous said...: I am heartbroken for your family's loss. God bless you all.

Meghann; 1/02/2008 8:10 PM
Anonymous said...: Your family was and will continue to be in my prayers; 1/02/2008 8:10 PM
The Nanny said...: My thoughts and prayers are with you. I have NO doubt that your sweet boy is in heaven.; 1/02/2008 8:11 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers. Jack is in a safe place now and you will forever have a guardian angel with you at all times.; 1/02/2008 8:11 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so incredibly sorry for the loss of your sweet baby Jack. I will continue to keep Jack and your family in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 8:16 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss, and I hope Jack is at peace.; 1/02/2008 8:17 PM
Alicia said...: megan... i wish there was something i could say but by the hundreds of post before mine i'm sure we're all offering the same... which is anything you might need. I offer my prayers that your family will be comforted and that you will be able to find some peace.; 1/02/2008 8:19 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so, so sorry for your loss. I am sure Jack is in heaven playing happily watching over your family. I am so sorry for the pain you have had to endure. God bless all of you.

Christine; 1/02/2008 8:24 PM
Anonymous said...: I don't even know what to say. I can't imagine the pain you and your family is going through. I will pray for all of you. ((HUGS)); 1/02/2008 8:29 PM
Anonymous said...: I don't even know you and I'm crying. I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are w/you and your family.; 1/02/2008 8:30 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan
I am so sorry for your loss. Jack will always hold a special spot for everyone on here. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers.

nicole(mikeandnicole05); 1/02/2008 8:30 PM
Karen At Home Blog said...: I am so sorry for your loss. Words can not express my sadness for you and your family. I have been following your story and praying for you. Jack is happy and safe in heaven with God.

Karen; 1/02/2008 8:32 PM
Tina said...: I am so sorry your beautiful baby is gone but I'm sure he is happy and healthy and smiling in heaven. I am heartbroken for your loss. He was such a beautiful baby. Again, I am so sorry.; 1/02/2008 8:37 PM
Anonymous said...: My heart aches for you! I'm so sorry for your loss and that your time with your precious baby boy was cut short.

May you find some comfort with the fact that he is free from pain and with God.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!; 1/02/2008 8:38 PM
Anonymous said...: i am so so sorry for your loss. i have never left a comment, but i have followed your story and have kept you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. i believe in my heart that jack is in heaven where he can play and breathe all on his own. my heart is breaking for you.

cara; 1/02/2008 8:39 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so, so sorry. Jack was loved by so many who never met him. His short life made such an impact on so many. May your family find peace during this darkest period.; 1/02/2008 8:41 PM
The Murray Crew said...: There are no words and none of us have any idea of the hurt and pain you must be experiencing right now, Megan. Jack stole so many of our hearts from the get go - I'm so glad that you were able to meet him, hold him, cuddle him, kiss his handsome cheeks, and share in his short life. Your family will be in our prayers and hearts. I will pray that you seek God through this tragedy and look to Him for your comfort and hope.
"For the Lord does not abandon anyone forever. Though he brings grief, he also shows compassion according to the greatness of his unfailing love."
Lamentations 3:22-26; 31-32; 1/02/2008 8:42 PM
Anonymous said...: Megan,

I'm so sorry...and he's definitely in heaven resting peacefully, watching over you and blessing you, PJ, and his sisters. He has no pain or tubes and is happy and healthy. He's also in your heart and will always be there until the day he gets to welcome you to heaven.; 1/02/2008 8:46 PM
Anonymous said...: You and your family, and especially little Jack are in my heart and prayers. My family and I will continue to pray for your strength and faith in trying times. Jack's sweet face and your loving heart are a true inspiration and I know he is now in the arms of angels.
-Peace, love and blessings to you always,
Angela; 1/02/2008 8:47 PM
Anonymous said...: All my love and prayers to you and your family. Your nest family is praying for you and you are in our thoughts.; 1/02/2008 8:52 PM
Kelly said...: I'm so sorry for your loss. Your family is in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 8:52 PM
Anonymous said...: My thoughts are with you, your girls, and the rest of your family. Sweet Jack is at peace.; 1/02/2008 8:57 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm so sorry Megan. My prayers are with you all and I know sweet baby Jack is at peace and in heaven. No more tubes, no more tape. My heart aches for you and PJ. My eyes are are filled up. (((HUGS))); 1/02/2008 8:58 PM
-gwyn said...: We are praying for you and your family.; 1/02/2008 8:59 PM
Anonymous said...: Oh my gosh, Megan. I don't even know what to say. I never thought my heart could break like this for someone I only really know through a blog. As a mother, I can't even imagine what you are going through. Thank you for sharing Jack's story with us. I know he has touched more people then you could ever think possible. What an amazing, amazing little boy who so many people will never forget. I have faith that your little angel is up in heaven watching over his Mommy, Daddy, and two beautiful sisters.

I am so sorry. I think about you all often.; 1/02/2008 9:03 PM
Meghan said...: I just came across your story. I can not imagine your pain. Please know that I'm praying for your family.; 1/02/2008 9:03 PM
Katie said...: I'm so sorry for your loss. Jack was a very handsome baby and I know he is watching down on you from Heaven. Your family is in my prayers.; 1/02/2008 9:04 PM
Anonymous said...: I was introduced to your blog just last week from another nesties and I have prayed for your precious boy every chance I got. I am so sorry to hear your sad news. It just breaks my heart. Praying for you and your family.; 1/02/2008 9:04 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine your pain. I lost my bean at 14 weeks in utero... I am sure our angels are buddies and are looking over us. I will keep you in my prayers. You are so strong- I admire you so much.
Jen (PL Nestie); 1/02/2008 9:05 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry - you and your family will continue to be in my prayers. Think of all the people that baby Jack touched - I was one of them!!
Rest in peace sweet little boy
A friend in Missouri,
Jill; 1/02/2008 9:06 PM
Anonymous said...: I will hold my loved ones tighter tonight and think of Jack. Words cannot convey how sorry I am that you had to say goodbye before you ever had the chance to really say hello.
:*(; 1/02/2008 9:07 PM
J said...: I'm so sorry. My prayers are with you and your family.; 1/02/2008 9:11 PM
Eric Beezhold said...: You are in our prayers!! I'm so sorry.

Emily(sorryicry); 1/02/2008 9:12 PM
Anonymous said...: I am so sorry for your loss. Your family is in my thoughts. Jack is in a beautiful place now where he will be with you everyday.; 1/02/2008 9:13 PM

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