I feel like I have nothing to say here. Nothing new anyway. Today: Girls are sweet and funny and perfect. Jack is gone and I miss him so badly I can never adequately describe it. Tomorrow's Forecast: More of the same.
Lather, rinse, repeat.
I find myself lacking words in real life too. I have a list of phone calls I need to return, friends I need to contact. I will, eventually, I want to, soon. I just don't feel like talking. If I see you all the time, then it's different.... you know what's going on in my life, I don't need to fill you in, don't need to recap the past months. Because honestly, I can't.
I always have pictures though, lots of pictures. Life has been busy lately.
There will be a real post tomorrow - it's the babies 8 month birthday! I can't believe it! We went and visited the hospital where they were born today, to see all our friends at the NICU and let them see how big the girls have gotten. I'm really glad we went, we got some ideas about things to do with Jack's Fund and everyone said how great (and chubby!) the girls looked, but it was hard. All I could think of was Jack. I haven't been back since the day Jack left on the helicopter. It felt like he should still be there. Everything about it brought back so many memories. As hard as that time was, when the babies were in that hospital was actually a happy time. We still had hope. We still really thought Jack would be okay some day. Everyone there loved him. It really was his home.